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NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
Day 1 .. Again

Had a slip after 50 days. Binged for a week.

The common denominator was again alcohol and hangover anxiety. Also it happened 5 days after leaving hardcore (no sex) mode by banging an ex-gf (who at least is now a steady FWB.)

This week has been garbage. I've lost a lot of drive and got nothing done. Strangely though I feel calmer, less anxious and was actually less interested in the porn and weird fetishes I used to be into, so I'm not completely back at square one.

My last insight with all this is that its not even about women anymore. Its about the drive, motivation and clarity of mind that abstention brings. I couldn't give a shit about the broads. I just want to get shit done in my life. I'm at that turning point where women get left behind and its all about me.
07-28-2016 09:43 AM
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious - Speculation - 07-28-2016 09:43 AM