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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
Day 18.

The problem concentrating hopefully has peaked, but it got strong today.

What I felt was pure, focused, precise aggression. When I was walking around town taking care of an errand, I felt like I could conquer the world.

But standing there at work (I have a standing desk), I couldn't handle staring at a computer screen. I just wanted to go do something, anything, other than stare at a computer screen.

I'm sure I had a bit of a wild look in my eye. Higher than usual deference towards me than normal.

Still waking up before my alarms.

This is crazy. Been reading up on nofap/porn withdrawal symptoms and this is common. I have more severe withdrawal from jerking it to porn than I ever had with alcohol.

With alcohol, I just realized how angry I had been when I wasn't sinking a few drinks after work. It was a realization, not as much of a withdrawal.

This feels like withdrawal. It also feels like life.

I've almost felt high on adrenaline all day, even though all I had was matcha and a green tea.

Let this continue.

10-25-2016 07:59 PM
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious - philosophical_recovery - 10-25-2016 07:59 PM