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NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
(11-20-2012 11:06 AM)slubu Wrote:  Alright, so I went 165 days and decided to end it last night. Immediately I regretted it. I've posted plenty about my attitude/effects during the time span, so I'll focus here on what I was like towards the end:

- The most objectively indifferent and aloof I've ever been towards girls. I honestly could not care less about any of them.
- Most sex I've ever had on a consistent basis. This was towards the end, have two girls on rotation and the occasional SNL here and there.
- Most girls I've banged in a 165 day time span (19 different girls)
- Most aggressive I've ever been in terms of going out and approaching.
- Most scatterbrained I've been with respect to work and desire to work.
- Least I've ever worked out since I started going to the gym 14 years ago.

As soon as I fapped my mind rushed in with tons of beta thoughts for whatever reason. It scared me. I wanted to sleep over one of my rotation girl's places. I wanted to stop going out and be a good guy. Like I literally was being brainwashed.

Obviously I realize that the direct sole variable is not fapping or not fapping, but indirectly it is. I probably had so many bangs because I was so aggressive in going out, but that was because I was not fapping so my only release was through a girl - talk about motivation.

Everyone is different and I realize that what may work for one may not work for others. But this shit worked for me, and worked wonders (absent the lack of motivation for work). Not sure if I'm going to go another 5.5 months or whatever, but I'm definitely not going back to my ways of before (few times a week).

and how often did u use to fap before starting the experiment?
12-19-2012 01:15 PM
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious - spanish_courage - 12-19-2012 01:15 PM