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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious
(11-28-2013 07:02 PM)RouteBackwards Wrote:  So boys. I have a story.

I started taking magnesium supplementation to help with my asthma, which it worked miracuosly well for, and after those noted benefits, I upped the magnesium dosage and started cycling my creatine again.

Well, the combo (maybe it was just the magnesium being upped?), made lifting feel awesome, made me feel a lot more motivated, and made me feel horny as fuck. I'm talking the most horny I have ever felt in my life, and I am currently 24.

So, I was getting horny to the point of feeling like I needed to jerk off/fuck, so, I turned to porn which was never a problem with me, I'd boot it up probably once a month, so it didn't really matter to me, so I got off on porn. I know boys, I've advocated not watching porn/masturbating before, but I consider it a tool to be enjoyed sparsely now a days.

I busted the biggest load I ever busted, and that day I jerked off two more times and had sex...

I continued this combo of jerking off/sex, every day, watching porn and having sex, for almost a month now. Even days I had off and wasn't having sex, I watched porn.

How did this effect me?

I felt the most underconfident I've felt in a long time. I've never felt so insecure, anxious and weird, since I was a youngin' in high school.

I felt like I wasn't worthwhile for other women, and kept avoiding many situations with them.

I felt like I didn't have the confidence or motivation to do school work, construction work, or even hobbies I normally enjoyed. I was more interested getting my next fix of masturbation, or reading articles that had nothing to do with anything.

And lastly, and the worst, was that I started to become very feminine in my interactions, and mixed with my anxiety, made me feel even worse.

For lack of better wording, I over did it on masturbation, and felt like I temporarily lost my manhood.

I've gone back to only having sex (not watching porn) and abstaining from jerking off, and if I feel like I absolutely have to, it's in the morning and there are no visual aids. I feel confident, outgoing and motivated as fuck, and when I bust loads, they are fucking huge. I am still taking my magnesium pills and taking my creatine, but I'm just abstaining from jerking off hardcore even though both seem to have made me feel really horny lately.

Now, I'm not certain of the science behind why I felt so fucked up during my mass-masturbation time, but, I know how I feel now, compared to then, I felt the most effeminate I've ever felt. This is a hard lesson I am not taking lightly.

Happy gaming boys, just thought I'd share my perils of mastrubation story to you.

Aside from Route and just a bit off topic does any one have any experience with lifting, bulking, and trimming fat as a result of NP/NF. I've been out of the gym for a minute and I'm trying to get back in it. I've got some pretty decent OTC hormone stimulants or what ever T-bomb is and I'm ready to get back in. I used to abstain for a week or two at a time when I was at my best but that never really gave me much in the way of evidence to go on. It always just kind of seemed like it would add or at least not release any testosterone. So long term is it beneficial to the extent that it can create a short cut to my previous self? Can anyone site data on the topic?

You can work stupid, but you can't fix a fat body.
12-10-2013 12:20 AM
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RE: NoPorn / NoFap Google Group - For Those Who're Serious - birdrussell - 12-10-2013 12:20 AM