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My sister has just died
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RE: My sister has just died
(04-22-2019 07:43 PM)Rigsby Wrote:  Hi Vlad.

I woke up today feeling a bit bad about the fact that it could be seen that I distrusted you with what you were saying. I did not distrust you at all, I just had some bad experiences with this kind of stuff.

I am sure you are not lying. I am sure no one would ever lie about anything like this.

Then I saw that you did not PM me.

That's ok.

You sounded very desperate in your first post:

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I'm shaking right now. I just had a call. Please, I need help and strength. Please I need company, help me, talk to me. I don't have anyone to talk to. Please. Pray for me. Help me, talk to me. Even if I don't respond, I just need to know people care.
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It's just once, I had someone else pull some kind of BS over this. They pretended a near relative had died. That's why I offered up my phone number so I can call you back and pay for the call just to comfort you in some way.

You 'liked' my post, but yet, did not send me a PM to say thanks - I will call you. That kind of thing. It's ok.

I just find it a bit odd when you are so desperate.

Perhaps this thread is going in exactly the right direction you were hoping for?

Again, I'm not calling you out. I just had a bad experience once, and unfortunately it makes me unable to trust total strangers on the internet.

So I'll say once again: would you like to talk to me, 'face to face' on the phone? I've done it with other RVF members. I'm real. It's the same phone number.

I'm used to being ignored and I don't take this as any kind of ego insult or narc injury, but I didn't see many other RVF brothers actually offering you real time air time to chat. Forgive me if I am wrong.

I hate to see people suckered. I see it everyday. It's the easiest thing to do. And I'm not accusing you of it.

But if you would like to chat, I'm here. Right now in fact.

If you PM me I'll give you a number you can call. It's 1:30 in the morning here, but it's ok. I see you are on line.

It may be that you don't think much of me as an RVF member. It may be that we have fallen out in the past. That's ok too. I'm not everyone's cup of tea.

And feel free to just ignore this post once again. You owe me nothing.

I'm used to being 'suckered'. But it hurts me to see others taken in.

I'm sure you are 'gen'.

But I've got this strange feeling going up the back of my spine. It's a throwback to all the times I was abused and lied to and taken for a ride.

Perhaps you can help a brother out?


I felt bad this morning with all my bad-mindedness
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Please, I need help and strength. Please I need company, help me, talk to me. I don't have anyone to talk to. Please.


I'm here for you right now brother. PM me your number. I'll call you up and take the call.

I'd do this for any other RVF brother.

But feel free to ignore me as well. That's ok.

Hey don't feel bad about anything. The reason why I haven't taken up any of the offers that I've had to chat on the phone is partly because it would feel odd to talk to a total stranger about something like this (not that there's anything wrong with it, it's just strange to me) and also because what I needed and still need is to be able to chat on here. In fact, talking on the phone to a stranger would make this too intense. This thread is helping me a lot. I was asking for company on here, not necessarily on the phone, although it's good to have the option and if I feel the need I'll certainly let you know. By the way although I didn't reply to you directly, I did address you in a post.

I was desperate. My hands were shaking while I was typing. I started this thread just minutes after I got the call saying "you better come over, it's bad news I'm afraid".

I have to say I'm so much better know. I have my moments, but I'm fine most of the time. But I don't want to take that feeling for granted because at any time anything could come flooding back. Yesterday I had a brief phase when I felt like I might freak out, but nothing happened. I've been sleeping really well, I'm so surprised.

The important thing to me is just to keep this conversation going. Sometimes I don't feel like talking about anything, but I know it's important to do so, so it's always good to have the option. As long as I have this thread, which I check very often, and my daily chats with the 2 friends that are helping me, I know I'll be able to deal with this.

That's not how we do things in Russia, comrade.

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