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<blockquote data-quote="paternos" data-source="post: 1545355" data-attributes="member: 24137">Great psotGreat post.I loved playing the game back in the days.Personally I was looking for acceptance, sex was the ultimate proof I was worth something, and worth more than the other guys around.I felt like a master, but ended up being a slave to the sexual appreciation of women. And here it went wrong for me.In modern day psychology it is called sexual addiction, but today I see it as choosing the devil as my god.I was following the devil, the feeling of the girl was so good, that I couldn&#039;t imagine it was something wrong, the only thing that betrayed it was the hangover afterwards, the feelings of doubt, do I really want this? What do I want in life? Is this all there is? Guilt to the girls? Hubris. And then I didn&#039;t know where to go and I just repeated my game over and over again.I don&#039;t really feel guilty today, but I feel sad about it, a man completely on the wrong path and having no clue where to go.God, Jesus, the Bible are for me today the light in my life, people told me before and I knew they were right.I just felt, I need to enjoy the women just a little bit more. Today I see I wasted my time and plainly followed the devil. I&#039;m just a sinner looking for light today. Can&#039;t change the past, today the 1st day of the rest of your life.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="paternos, post: 1545355, member: 24137"] Great psot Great post. I loved playing the game back in the days. Personally I was looking for acceptance, sex was the ultimate proof I was worth something, and worth more than the other guys around. I felt like a master, but ended up being a slave to the sexual appreciation of women. And here it went wrong for me. In modern day psychology it is called sexual addiction, but today I see it as choosing the devil as my god. I was following the devil, the feeling of the girl was so good, that I couldn't imagine it was something wrong, the only thing that betrayed it was the hangover afterwards, the feelings of doubt, do I really want this? What do I want in life? Is this all there is? Guilt to the girls? Hubris. And then I didn't know where to go and I just repeated my game over and over again. I don't really feel guilty today, but I feel sad about it, a man completely on the wrong path and having no clue where to go. God, Jesus, the Bible are for me today the light in my life, people told me before and I knew they were right. I just felt, I need to enjoy the women just a little bit more. Today I see I wasted my time and plainly followed the devil. I'm just a sinner looking for light today. Can't change the past, today the 1st day of the rest of your life. [/QUOTE]

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