Attractive and Successful 27yo NYC Woman Commits Suicide

MrLemon

 
Banned
ben123 said:
You're so lame and bitter lmao. Why does she need to have a child or partner to be happy? That is just beyond primitive thinking. Consider converting to Islam and moving to Egypt or Bangladesh. Those women over there are "happy" 5 kids, a mutilated vagina, and incapable of reading a menu. I actually respect women without children, the world is overpopulated. Thank You, educated and independent men/woman for making this world less shitty and not breeding. Rip to this woman.

Are you female?
 

stugatz

Pelican
Catholic
Goddamn. I am happy I waited until after work was over to read this, it would have ruined my day.

What a waste. Maybe she wasn't "beautiful", but she's attractive enough for most men to consider her solidly pretty. Nice chest, nice legs, nice hair, nice everything - she's even got that swarthy possibly-Mediterranean look going on that I like so much. She probably would have been a wonderful mother.

If women like this, who probably have friends and loads of sex waiting for them, are offing themselves...how bad is it really in the incel community? It's probably far worse than we think.

I am stunned by how much that suicide note affected me. We really have a lot of work to do to fix up the culture.
 

Are you female?
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No, just logical. You must have a third world peasant mentality.
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I agree with MrLemon, you sound like a chick.

If you really feel that way, you should move to Japan. An entire country with similar views as yours, declining birthrate and fewer families. Many people there live empty lives and have a lack of human connection.

Japan also has a high suicide rate. It's no coincidence. In fact, it is the leading cause of death among women age 15-34 in that country. I think that statistic relates to this story eerily enough.
 

Paracelsus

Crow
Gold Member
I have written this note several times in my head for over a decade, and this one finally feels right. No edits, no overthinking.

Given this line appears at the start of the suicide note like the attention-grabbing first line of a shit NYT article or made-to-house-style book, this pretty much is a lie, and has been both carefully edited and way overthought.

Let's leave aside it was left on the front page of her own domain, her own website, i.e. her own identity. I've heard of people rehearsing their suicides, but who rehearses and edits their suicide note in their brain?

Short answer: someone who wants to be seen as something. Even, and especially, after they're dead; after all, she's talking about going home to Dad afterward, this is an attempt to control her narrative, her story, she thinks she'll go on (note no religion in this. For Western men and women God at best looks exactly like you and approves of everything you do.)

The impetus that drove her to kill herself and write this disgusting piece of self-obsession as her last act is the same impetus that created Rachel Dolezal, transracialism, and most transgender children: it is a desire to hold one's story against all reality, force the world to accept it against all the facts.

I often felt detached while in a room full of my favorite people; I also felt absolutely nothing during what should have been the happiest and darkest times in my life. No single conversation or situation has led me to make this decision, so at what point do you metaphorically pull the trigger?

Very simply, you pull the trigger when all your efforts to make the world accept the brand you are putting out fail.

Emotional flat affect is standard if the Borderline Personality Disorder drugs you're taking are working. If your doctor has fucked up your SSRIs, emotional flat affect is a possibility also.

But given the feeling of detachment in a room full of "my favourite people" (note the terminology: not family, not friends - 'favourite people') -- then I tend to think standard-grade Western Narcissism was at work here. Narcissism is essentially the man in the glass box, where everyone in the world is just an extra where you are the main character. You can tell the most obvious narcissists as the ones who hated the ending of The Sopranos with a passion. Death is precisely as The Sopranos ended: cut to black, no curtain call, no swelling final theme, no end credits. The main character of a movie can't handle that.

So instead we get this: a suicide note posted for the entire world to see -- as well as a suicide note that she wrote for those who found her. She wrote her final act and her final credits. And with the fuckheads at Fox News doing this, she is succeeding in forcing the world to accept that brand. The better thing would have been to ignore this story outright.
 

Waqqle

Kingfisher
I hate to say it but the fact that she identified San Fransisco as being the greatest city on Earth says a great deal about what was probably going wrong. I hope that she has found the happiness and purpose that she was unable to know in this life.
 

Brodiaga

Ostrich
Gold Member
Lunostrelki said:
Living in New York is a soul-sucking experience. I spent four years there getting a little more worn out every single day from the sheer ugliness of it all -- the dysfunction of the subway, the crap everywhere on the streets, the mindless pedestrians who cause traffic jams because they can't be bothered to wait five seconds for a red light, the antlike character of its globalized population -- and the fact that there's basically no escape from it if you're a person of ordinary means. Sure, there's lots of nice places to eat out. Lots of places to go shopping, if that's what you like. Then what? You're still an atomized Deep Fried Human Nugget in a fetid cage of urban grid.

It's not even like some big Asian cities where things are neat, the public transit works properly, and people behave themselves (or at least stay quiet and courteous).

Yet so many guys keep saying that NY is the greatest city in the US or even in the world. Usually those who have never lived in NY, maybe just visited a few times.
 

Brodiaga

Ostrich
Gold Member
RawGod said:
And 20 young men killed themselves the same day. They didn't have Instagram or write suicide notes full of shitlib pablum.

It's sad that this girl committed suicide, but she's getting 10X more attention than she deserves even now that she's dead. It was probably the same while she was alive.

If a man kills himself, any man except for a major celebrity, nobody will give a fuck. Some people will call him a loser, the rest wont' even pay attention.
 

Delta

Kingfisher
The ugly explanation I strongly suspect that no one wants to acknowledge: Some people, no matter the external stimuli present in their lives, are incapable of feeling happiness or contentment. Their brains are just broken in a way that current technology cannot fix.

Not saying it's implausible that this woman would've found joy in building a family rather than being your basic world trekking "foodie," but it's certainly jumping to conclusions without evidence. I mean she was only 27 years old and attractive; she had the time and value to lock down a decent man and pop out a couple of kids before hitting 35, if she chose to make it a priority.

The father being dead couldn't have helped matters.

I just hesitate to try and use this tragedy to advance our cause without really knowing what did her in.
 

911

Peacock
Catholic
Gold Member

Are you female?
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No, just logical. You must have a third world peasant mentality.
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Third world peasant girls don't commit suicide. That's the point that has totally eluded you.
 

ben123

 
Banned
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I agree with MrLemon, you sound like a chick.

If you really feel that way, you should move to Japan. An entire country with similar views as yours, declining birthrate and fewer families. Many people there live empty lives and have a lack of human connection.

Japan also has a high suicide rate. It's no coincidence. In fact, it is the leading cause of death among women age 15-34 in that country. I think that statistic relates to this story eerily enough.
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Nice cock riding looking for a rep boost lmao? Japan, South Korea, Latvia fine with me. They have 10x the quality of life compared to some sewer rats who have their kids running around prostituting themselves or getting married at 12 years old. Look at the countries with the lowest birthrate and then the highest. Regarding suicide in Japan, who cares tons of people live happy, satisfying and normal lives aswell. That's like saying if I move to the U.S, I'll become obese and die of heart disease.

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Third world peasant girls don't commit suicide. That's the point that has totally eluded you.
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Probably have access to so few materials and are always under guard by the 20+ people who live in their 40m accommodations.
 

Bain

Woodpecker
It seems to me everyone is reading into her suicide a bit too deep and over analysing.

It reminds me we truly are 'spiritual beings living a human experience.'

Some are old souls in young bodies and just know when its time to leave this human experience to move on to other things.

That is the main thing I read from her note.

I wish her well on her new journey and would rather let her be alone and in peace.

oh and maybe do one of her final requests -- have a really nice meal on her behalf.
 

Enoch

Hummingbird
Penta Sahi said:
How does a girl like this not find a man (or woman if she's into that) to help give her purpose in life?

What a waste.

In most parts of America that girl is a situational 8.

Like most 8s she thought she was entitled to a professional athlete, billionaire playboy, or celebrity.
 
Even though she seems to have a pleasant and easy existence, she's comparing herself to the 9/10 Instawhores posting professional quality pics with perfect photoshopped bodies, next to handsome millionaires, in exotic locations around the world. In her mind she still has a shitty life in comparison.
 

tomzestatlu

Kingfisher
Agnostic
When someone feels bad about his life, he´s usually being told to be happy, because he has easy life in comparison to starving kids in Africa. That´s bullshit.

I think it doesn´t matter how much you struggle for whatever, if there´s some higher purpose. And this girl and many young men didn´t have any.
Ultimate purpose for woman is having children. I believe there really isn´t any other option to fullfil their lifes. But today they are brainwashed to think, that it´s not the only way. That´s why she killed herself. She was probably so confused and tried to fill her life with whatever like success, instafollower... But it doesn´t work at women. They just don´t usually don´t kill themself, but delay their suffering with some shortly-lasting dopamine shot, that makes them hapy for short period of time, until they need some more.
But those who do this forever will end up as old bitter witches fucking up lifes of everyone around.

Men are different. Every man must find his purpose and it´s really difficult in today´s world. And another difference is, that men are not able to live from one satisfaction to another like girls. If they can´t find a a path to follow, a lot of them commit suicide.
 

RIslander

 
Banned
I suspect a lethal combination of anti-depressants and an eating disorder. Shes constantly eating yet slender and not toned so I doubt she was a gym rat.
 

scenicway

Sparrow
(((Single female))) from SF living in NYC

Pretty easy to connect the dots on this one. A good reminder to not raise children in leftist environments. Her brain could not resolve the vast disconnect between its programming and the natural order.
 
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