You don't feel like even going out, because the masked people surrounding me remind me of the insanity I am facing.
That's how I feel at indoor church services. Which is why I started skipping those, because they feel like attending a death cult.
I know a lot of you Americans are complaining about this Covid bs, but I can tell you that it is way worse in Western Europe. Essentially, the only thing I am permitted to do is work.
To me "you are only allowed to work in essential services now" looks like a switch to a war economy. Coincidentally lockdowns got instantly worse with Trump losing the election and being out of office. It's also conspicuous how Non-NATO-member-states like Sweden are doing just fine.