It's difficult to explain.
I have found myself on occasion now praying to God and Jesus which is something I would have never done before.
I also feel it in my chest, as in actual physical sensation.
I would consider myself a person of God at this current time.
I have met with a Roman Catholic priest 2 times now to talk and received the sacrament of the sick to aid me in my personal healing.
So you are not attending the Mass regularly. Please do not be your own judge but seek out the community with active and faithful Christians. Your discovery, if it is valid, is hopeless unless it is refined carefully under the light of apostolic teaching and community.