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<blockquote data-quote="Seeker79" data-source="post: 1506665" data-attributes="member: 7418">I'm becoming more and more like Nate_Drake. Over time I have learned to manage my loneliness better. I don't really care for having a woman but not having a family with children of my own is the part that hits me the hardest. Every passing day I can feel time and life slipping away slowly.Work, daily grind of living, working out, and entertainment keep me distracted but out of nowhere I get hit with waves of fear of never having a family that is tough to deal with. Sometimes it's late at night where the thoughts on my condition keep me up. But it also happens when I'm driving from a grocery store or when I see a happy man doing something mundane with his kids.I don't know if this is the path that God chose for me but I can't help think about God's guidance on marriage and having children. Father Josiah Trenham says that we celebrate God when we have children (he has 10 himself) and being unable to fulfill that also makes me wonder if my own predilection is not aligned with God's design.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Seeker79, post: 1506665, member: 7418"] I'm becoming more and more like Nate_Drake. Over time I have learned to manage my loneliness better. I don't really care for having a woman but not having a family with children of my own is the part that hits me the hardest. Every passing day I can feel time and life slipping away slowly. Work, daily grind of living, working out, and entertainment keep me distracted but out of nowhere I get hit with waves of fear of never having a family that is tough to deal with. Sometimes it's late at night where the thoughts on my condition keep me up. But it also happens when I'm driving from a grocery store or when I see a happy man doing something mundane with his kids. I don't know if this is the path that God chose for me but I can't help think about God's guidance on marriage and having children. Father Josiah Trenham says that we celebrate God when we have children (he has 10 himself) and being unable to fulfill that also makes me wonder if my own predilection is not aligned with God's design. [/QUOTE]

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