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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Parmesan" data-source="post: 1508615" data-attributes="member: 22938">I know how you feel. I was VERY beta in my 20s, but I’m tall so I could still get girls attention on occasion. I’ve been dumped/ghosted by nearly every girl I’ve ever dated. There are 2-3 solid women I still deeply regret losing.I often did not take rejection well at all. In my early 30s I had a sort of whirlwind romance on a vacation... I know some are probably rolling their eyes, but we had an intense connection and were openly discussing our options in terms of progressing our relationship by the time I left. It felt like this time was different. It only took a week after leaving and she stopped responding to me entirely. I was devasted, and spent the next several months trying to dodge depression by taking all sorts of random road trips, often times just driving a couple hours and turning around.The black pill in me says part of the reason women like older men, is because by 35 even beta men are somewhat red pilled on female behavior and relationships. The very fact that I felt these girls were too good to lose, made them less attracted to me.I’m in my late 30s and I can say I didn’t really “grow up” until 36 or so. That is, I didn’t really fully red pill and start to understand what women want in a masculine man, and how to be one.Of course it’s normal to be sad over a breakup, but unfortuantely I think the depression you are experiencing is probably a sign you still have some self discovery to do if you want to truly lead a woman in a relationship. Of course it isn’t fair, but a woman is likely going to sniff out this weakness in you eventually and come to resent it. I’m not trying to be mean, but unfortunately through 15+ year of failures on my part, I’ve learned the hard way.</blockquote>

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