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<blockquote data-quote="Chains of Peter" data-source="post: 1338975" data-attributes="member: 18261">When I was weeeeeeeell into my twenties, it didn&#039;t bother me a whit that I was still a virgin. The dudes getting laid like tile were degenerates; why would I brag about being like them?It was only when the Christians on the dissident Right were getting all-in on the Game train that I started to feel like crap for not having &quot;lost it&quot; yet. This was the era when Roosh&#039;s star was rising. I tried to get into a worldly lifestyle but after many nights of going clubs and bars and standing like an idiot (because ratios or it was too loud to have conversation) and going home frustrated that I questioned, &quot;What was the [censored]ing point?&quot; Regretfully I started doing XTC and psychedelics and being torn between two opposite selves.I finally lost in in the latter months of my 33rd year, to a long distance girlfriend who I didn&#039;t really like that much. My performance anxiety was through the roof and it&#039;s debatable if I even &quot;lost it&quot; at all. We broke up not long after.This CoronaviRaceWar is a blessing in disguise. Since it&#039;s next to impossible to meet new people and since most people I see have been frightened into acting like sheep, I no longer yearn for a relationship like I did in the past. My salvation is my number one priority now.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="Chains of Peter, post: 1338975, member: 18261"] When I was weeeeeeeell into my twenties, it didn't bother me a whit that I was still a virgin. The dudes getting laid like tile were degenerates; why would I brag about being like them? It was only when the [I]Christians on the dissident Right[/I] were getting all-in on the Game train that I started to feel like crap for not having "lost it" yet. This was the era when Roosh's star was rising. I tried to get into a worldly lifestyle but after many nights of going clubs and bars and standing like an idiot (because ratios or it was too loud to have conversation) and going home frustrated that I questioned, "What was the [censored]ing point?" Regretfully I started doing XTC and psychedelics and being torn between two opposite selves. I finally lost in in the latter months of my 33rd year, to a long distance girlfriend who I didn't really like that much. My performance anxiety was through the roof and it's debatable if I even "lost it" at all. We broke up not long after. This CoronaviRaceWar is a blessing in disguise. Since it's next to impossible to meet new people and since most people I see have been frightened into acting like sheep, I no longer yearn for a relationship like I did in the past. My salvation is my number one priority now. [/QUOTE]

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