Hello,
I am a married Orthodox Christian with children.
It is a struggle to be truly Orthodox in this day and age. When I first got married, I lead a more secular life compared to today, and can honestly say that I was Orthodox in name only. However I did attend church services and breastfed my children for 2 years + each! These kinds of things were frowned upon and ridiculed.
When I reflect on the years gone by, I feel that I’ve yearned for God my whole life.
I truly believe that God saw my good disposition and I have come closer to Orthodoxy than I would have ever imagined.
I love to read the Lives of the Saints, and New and Old Testaments. I’m immersed in reading on how the Saints have interpreted the Gospel and reading their footnotes. Some of my favorites are Father Seraphim Rose, Saint Matrona of Moscow, Saint Luke of Crimea, Saint Panteleimon, Saints Damian and Cosmas, Saint Justin Popovic, Saint Xenia, Saint Mary of Egypt, Saint Brigid of Ireland, and the Russian Royal Martyrs.
I attend Divine Liturgy regularly. When I miss a service because of monthly menses I feel my spiritual batteries waning. I love going to unction services. I have a spiritual Father. And like minded spiritual brothers and sisters. I have a prayer rule. My secular friends have seen a big change in me. They can’t believe how much I love God and the Church. They must think I’m really ‘out of it’ for giving up worldly life- if only they knew I gave up glam life for night vigils! For real. They ask me often to take me with them to monasteries, to bring them back myrrh, or an icon. The thing is, that real contentment and joy only comes from continual repentance and doing God’s commandments.
I love my family, and it’s important for me to teach the faith to my children, mostly by my prayers and by example.
It is of utmost importance to know our Faith and not to compromise the Truth with semi-truths or lies, in order to ‘keep the peace’.
I wish I had known someone like me, not because I’m anything special, but you don’t see that many young people who embrace Orthodoxy in our day and age. I feel it is especially needed in our times. So if I can be a help to anyone, in any way… please keep me, a sinner, in your prayers.
Lord Jesus Christ Son of God Have Mercy on Me.