Hello all
Recently just got back from the adventure of a lifetime in south America. Learned so much about our world, this kingdom that our God himself built for us. Coming back to the western world has been rough to say the least. It's eating away at my mental health with zero mercy.
I'm 20 years old and everyone around me is saying the same thing: "okay now that you had your little trip when are you gonna grow up go to college and pick a career?" The level of condescension varies but the conversation always goes something like that. I somewhat do want to focus on a career, start making some money so I can use it to create a lifestyle where I can expatriate and live my days out in peace.
The only thing that I can see myself studying and doing is programming. I've done it before and I've got the mindset for it. The problem is that I feel as though I would be making a career doing work that is morally wrong. I truely, deep down to the bone hate all the new age technology that is being pushed out today. Most companies focus on building software that caters to some sort of vice or piles onto many of the problems that society faces today (materialism, social media, hyper-convienience, human disconnect). It just wouldn't feel right to contribute to those problems.
Some career paths vary from that a bit, however most jobs today are completely dependent on this same system. I've thought about marketing and finance, but those are just as bad.
Am I being ridiculous here? I feel like God is telling me I need to figure out a way to make a living outside of this system, but unfortunately any ways to make real money are based off of taking advantage of morally wrong situations/traits. I've had thoughts of starting an online English teaching business but I really am not sure if I have the hustle and dedication to see something like that through.
I appreciate any thoughts or advice
God bless!
Recently just got back from the adventure of a lifetime in south America. Learned so much about our world, this kingdom that our God himself built for us. Coming back to the western world has been rough to say the least. It's eating away at my mental health with zero mercy.
I'm 20 years old and everyone around me is saying the same thing: "okay now that you had your little trip when are you gonna grow up go to college and pick a career?" The level of condescension varies but the conversation always goes something like that. I somewhat do want to focus on a career, start making some money so I can use it to create a lifestyle where I can expatriate and live my days out in peace.
The only thing that I can see myself studying and doing is programming. I've done it before and I've got the mindset for it. The problem is that I feel as though I would be making a career doing work that is morally wrong. I truely, deep down to the bone hate all the new age technology that is being pushed out today. Most companies focus on building software that caters to some sort of vice or piles onto many of the problems that society faces today (materialism, social media, hyper-convienience, human disconnect). It just wouldn't feel right to contribute to those problems.
Some career paths vary from that a bit, however most jobs today are completely dependent on this same system. I've thought about marketing and finance, but those are just as bad.
Am I being ridiculous here? I feel like God is telling me I need to figure out a way to make a living outside of this system, but unfortunately any ways to make real money are based off of taking advantage of morally wrong situations/traits. I've had thoughts of starting an online English teaching business but I really am not sure if I have the hustle and dedication to see something like that through.
I appreciate any thoughts or advice
God bless!