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<blockquote data-quote="Viktor Zeegelaar" data-source="post: 1470185" data-attributes="member: 22108"><p>OK let me share something personal also. I've been through a couple of chilling experiences, most notably the suicides of my uncle and father. What I learned is that these type of things is like a muscle and when you've once had the experience you will be much better able to cope with a second, for you know hot the process goes. But do you know what the real tough thing was? That was finding out all the stuff that we talk about here. 5 years ago I started in the pickup scene, first the Dutch scene then later RSD mostly. The loss of confidence combined with dissatisfaction and a continuous longing for more what was frankly put me in a state of constant depression and anxiety. Then when I thought I had figured it all out about material success and at one moment I had experiences like having sex with 5 women in 6 days I felt the deepest emptiness I could ever imagine. That coalesced with Roosh becoming more woke on the God pill, transforming his life to a Christian life and starting to proclaim the truth about corona to us, I clearly remember the night of the 4th of april to the 5th of april (it was a Saturday) last year, when Roosh took us on the road to the Wizard of Oz in his 5 hour stream Coronavirus is revolution. That was a real shock for me. I always was red pill ish on politics and society, active in Dutch alt-right circles, anti immigration, anti left all these things, but this was the first time I got fully introduced to the real power structure. That took me on a trip to David Icke, Alex Jones, Jay Dyer and others, diving into it. Basically that is what I did for the last year in my spare time. Finding out the truth. What I found is that everytime I thought I had found the truth (e.g. finding out how material success worked) there was a complete new layer underneath it with new depths. To me this led to great cognitive dissonance, as my world perspective was turned completely upside down regarding the material world, the power structure and at last God, for I grew up in a secular environment. These changes are big and I would give as a tip to everybody who are in an earlier stage of their awakening to the truth, go with the flow, look for information, click through different sources and you'll be guided by God to find deeper and deeper layers. Don't rush it, for that will cause a lot of cognitive dissonance and pain as I have experienced myself. So I'm happy that at this moment I have great sources online, this forum and the next step would be to form a real life network of people who are awake on these matters. But I have to be careful not to put my own will first, but God's. I hope someone learns from this message, but eventually even though you may go through this process in a way that seems not beneficial to you, probably that's what you need to learn. I genuinely believe that the information we're sharing now and the people who are awakening will one day coalesce into a culmination where everything will be clear to everyone of us, why we had to go through all the experiences we go through and learn all the things we learn. So trust the process and trust God. God bless <3</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="Viktor Zeegelaar, post: 1470185, member: 22108"] OK let me share something personal also. I've been through a couple of chilling experiences, most notably the suicides of my uncle and father. What I learned is that these type of things is like a muscle and when you've once had the experience you will be much better able to cope with a second, for you know hot the process goes. But do you know what the real tough thing was? That was finding out all the stuff that we talk about here. 5 years ago I started in the pickup scene, first the Dutch scene then later RSD mostly. The loss of confidence combined with dissatisfaction and a continuous longing for more what was frankly put me in a state of constant depression and anxiety. Then when I thought I had figured it all out about material success and at one moment I had experiences like having sex with 5 women in 6 days I felt the deepest emptiness I could ever imagine. That coalesced with Roosh becoming more woke on the God pill, transforming his life to a Christian life and starting to proclaim the truth about corona to us, I clearly remember the night of the 4th of april to the 5th of april (it was a Saturday) last year, when Roosh took us on the road to the Wizard of Oz in his 5 hour stream Coronavirus is revolution. That was a real shock for me. I always was red pill ish on politics and society, active in Dutch alt-right circles, anti immigration, anti left all these things, but this was the first time I got fully introduced to the real power structure. That took me on a trip to David Icke, Alex Jones, Jay Dyer and others, diving into it. Basically that is what I did for the last year in my spare time. Finding out the truth. What I found is that everytime I thought I had found the truth (e.g. finding out how material success worked) there was a complete new layer underneath it with new depths. To me this led to great cognitive dissonance, as my world perspective was turned completely upside down regarding the material world, the power structure and at last God, for I grew up in a secular environment. These changes are big and I would give as a tip to everybody who are in an earlier stage of their awakening to the truth, go with the flow, look for information, click through different sources and you'll be guided by God to find deeper and deeper layers. Don't rush it, for that will cause a lot of cognitive dissonance and pain as I have experienced myself. So I'm happy that at this moment I have great sources online, this forum and the next step would be to form a real life network of people who are awake on these matters. But I have to be careful not to put my own will first, but God's. I hope someone learns from this message, but eventually even though you may go through this process in a way that seems not beneficial to you, probably that's what you need to learn. I genuinely believe that the information we're sharing now and the people who are awakening will one day coalesce into a culmination where everything will be clear to everyone of us, why we had to go through all the experiences we go through and learn all the things we learn. So trust the process and trust God. God bless <3 [/QUOTE]
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