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Message: <blockquote data-quote="MusicForThePiano" data-source="post: 1367963" data-attributes="member: 16601">While there is a component of this condition that is genetic and neurological, for the most part it is spiritual, most people just do not know why it plagues them. My lust was driving me to hell about ten years ago, and that infernal sin came back and nearly ruined me several times since. I was a straight-edge, completely sober young man and I was harassed, (attacked really) by three different shapes of the visitations and manifestations that appeared during several random episodes of this experience. One was tall and resembled the 'slender man' outline, but with no face, no features, and no hands just stubs, about 6-7 feet tall, and pure black, like looking into an angle where light does not reach. I first saw it when I awoke, or so I thought one night, my eyes opened after falling asleep on my back, and lo and behold this abomination was standing before me in my own room, in my family's home. I remember saying to myself "oh shit its here" then in a split second it rushed forward and thrust its long right arm from the stub up into my chest and I felt the most intense suffocation ever, almost like a palpitation with increasing pressure and weight. This thing was heavy. I was much bulkier at the time and remember actively fighting against it but nothing would move. It wasn't until later that I found out that uttering Jesus or Yeshua's name would stop these creatures. I was able to push back after getting angry and not wanting to die, and slowly sat up in my bed while this dark extremity was still plunged into my chest, almost in a way that agent smith would take over other programs in the matrix. I managed to wake up my body slowly, until one arm came free and I immediately reached for its throat. I grabbed and felt its cold, clammy, and almost slime-textured exterior, and remember applying pressure to see if I could harm it. Within a moment, the whole half-awake stage finished, and my brain snapped out of whatever trance it was in, and the thing disappeared, while I was sitting upright in my bed holding my hand in midair with a choke grasp, clasping nothing. I had been sinning greatly in the days leading up to that particular one, that I know because I was on the verge of letting sexual immorality corrupt me, and it led me to understand the abuse we do to ourselves spiritually when we sexually debase ourselves. I was not drinking at the time, nor was I doing any drugs, nor taking part in any occult activity, so from what I understand these things can enter your mind-state and mess with you especially if you are sinning and are not an evil person but one by merely an addiction. The second time I saw something in the room it resembled a giant spider, slowly crawling towards me silently, and the last was a gelatinous amoeba like creature in the corner of my room on the ceiling that began unraveling itself in a spiral corkscrew into the room space and seemed to be uncoiling in my direction. Neither of these had made contact like the shadowy man-shaped thing did. In the years since, I've felt presences return on occasion but nothing my eyes could see, though the presence itself is painful, like choking on something that isn't there and feeling like you're being thrown all over the place. For those who are suffering from this, play a prayer on audio on repeat when you sleep, even at miniscule volume, the audible words themselves uttered into the air have a similar effect in keeping these things away. Also try to de-electrify your bedroom for everything except the light. No TV's, no phones, no alarm clocks, no coax outlets, no wifi routers, no modems, nothing. Electricity is how these things carry themselves through our world. Ideally we all would just abstain from sin completely, but until we expire we will remain imperfect and have to seek repentance in our mortality.</blockquote>

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