I think I just overdosed on blackpills. I'm not saying you are wrong, but this is hard to accept. I should have faith in God and his plan, but it feels like walls are closing in around me.
Life feels more like the matrix every day.
Hey buddy the good thing about the black pill is if you had lots and lots of them. And I mean if you get really desperate you will actually get up and do something. Trust me been there done that. But it will be a private and NOT a political solution.
And in the meantime try to stay alive...