What convinced you Satan is real?

What convinced me Satan was real? My own descent from nice, wholesome young man, to vice-addicted maniac who became severely addicted to sex and womanizing for a decade plus, all due to a deep belief that I wasn't enough, that I had to appear sexually successful to others. I lost all elements of myself that weren't to do with my addiction.

There were two women I knew in my more wholesome days, either one of which I could've married. But I turned my back on them to pursue extreme promiscuity.

Now, at 33, I realize all I wanted was intimacy with someone I was in love with. One person.

Only the devil could take someone away from their natural state for a decade, all while I didn't realize it was happening.

My choices and troubles made more sense when I realised my mother and sister don't love me. How can you love others when you don't love yourself? How can you love others when you don't raise Jesus high? I feel that those who raise up money to the highest, end up trapped in prostitution of some kind.

I think the closer we become to Jesus the more chance our biological family become like the Pharisees.

This discovery of being "unloved" was actually a huge relief-release. It is harmful to equate hatred with love.
 
My choices and troubles made more sense when I realised my mother and sister don't love me. How can you love others when you don't love yourself? How can you love others when you don't raise Jesus high? I feel that those who raise up money to the highest, end up trapped in prostitution of some kind.

I think the closer we become to Jesus the more chance our biological family become like the Pharisees.

This discovery of being "unloved" was actually a huge relief-release. It is harmful to equate hatred with love.
Wow, this is great. This is an antidote for black or dark pill.

"How can you love others when you don't love yourself?"

I've praised my mom and grandmother before, yet they both put me in precarious situations as an infant and young kid - where I was quick to say they didn't love me. They weren't Christians at the time. So definitely, they probably didn't even love themselves.

As for the men in my life, love or even tenderness was never a question as it was never given - the men were around yet absent.

John 3:16
 
My choices and troubles made more sense when I realised my mother and sister don't love me. How can you love others when you don't love yourself? How can you love others when you don't raise Jesus high? I feel that those who raise up money to the highest, end up trapped in prostitution of some kind.

I think the closer we become to Jesus the more chance our biological family become like the Pharisees.

This discovery of being "unloved" was actually a huge relief-release. It is harmful to equate hatred with love.
Well said, certainly the love from my mother was conditional- she would show love when I'd perform academically, but criticize me for any little thing I did wrong.

It led to me wanting to impress women more and more, to get their validation and approval.
 
Well said, certainly the love from my mother was conditional- she would show love when I'd perform academically, but criticize me for any little thing I did wrong.

It led to me wanting to impress women more and more, to get their validation and approval.
It has been said that the only two people who will always love you unconditionally in life, are God and yourself.
 
It has been said that the only two people who will always love you unconditionally in life, are God and yourself.

...and it's also worth mentioning that dog's love you unconditionally, many can testify to that. I've never been a dog owner, but I cannot wait to have one in future when circumstances are suitable. As Eddie Bravo pointed out on a recent stream with Jay Dyer, dogs always love you no matter what, they don't care whether or not you've treated them bad or whatever... and how do you spell dog backwards?

Boom... :)
 
For me, recognizing the ease with which a good person can be seduced to sin, and the subsequent difficulty by which that sinner is able to repent and truly confess their sins is the greatest evidence of Satan. Evil acts by evil people are far less impressive than this feat.
 


I've personally photographed these things in clear weather, with nothing visible to my eyes. The explanations of dust, rain, development errors (these were digital cameras) and other things did not apply. So I KNOW they are real. They always occurred in places of high spiritual activity as well like after prayer services, at churches, or at cemetaries.
 
I've personally photographed these things in clear weather, with nothing visible to my eyes. The explanations of dust, rain, development errors (these were digital cameras) and other things did not apply. So I KNOW they are real. They always occurred in places of high spiritual activity as well like after prayer services, at churches, or at cemetaries.
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I remember reading somewhere recently, unfortunately I don't have the source but it speaks for itself really, that only God is truly Immaterial, and how everything in His creation -- in reference to Him -- is material and has a definite form, including the angels, both those in heaven and the fallen ones below too.

For me, it confirmed that angels and demons have spiritual bodies, if we can call them that, that have a real tangible presence. If we compare all things in the Light of the Lord, then even the angels and demons can cast a shadow -- perhaps the photograph taken above works well with this analogy.

Some of the revered holy elders and saints of the Church were able to perceive and witness angels and demons as clearly as they would other people. I've even heard there are gifted contemporary laypeople that can do the same, Metropolitan Neophytos mentioned this in one of his talks on the presence of angels in the Divine Liturgy.

I was reading about one such gifted Saint yesterday in the Prologue of Ohrid, Saint Niphon the Wonderworker:



Born in Paphlagonia, he was brought up in Constantinople at the court of a great commander. Falling into low company, the young Niphon became dissolute and gave himself to great sin and vice. Because of his sin, he could not even pray to God. By the mercy of the most holy Mother of God, he was brought back to the way of righteousness and became a monk. He had innumerable visions of the heavenly world and waged a four-year war with the demons, who whispered to him incessantly: 'There is no God! There is no God!', but, when the Lord Jesus Himself appeared to him alive on an icon, Niphon received great power over the evil spirits and was freed from these heavy temptations. He had such insight that he saw angels and demons around men as clearly as he saw the people themselves, and he could discern men's thoughts. He often spoke with angels and disputed with demons. He built a church to the most holy Mother of God in Constantinople, gathered many monks together and saved many souls. Alexander, the Archbishop of Alexandria, through a heavenly revelation, consecrated him bishop of the town of Constantia on Cyprus. Niphon was already old by that time, and, governing the Church of God well for a short period, entered into Christ's eternal Kingdom. St Athanasius the Great visited him at the time of his death, being then archdeacon of the church in Alexandria, and he saw Niphon's face shine like the sun.

It's a great mark of spiritual progress, on a very long journey of course, when one realises that not only does Satan exist but angels and demons too, as constant companions on the unseen battlefield of spiritual warfare.
 
I think there is 1 truth only. That we as simple men have a hard time to understand, feel and live along God's plan. God gave us his son Jesus Christ to see truth, in the flesh. He gave us the words to understand truth. This allowed us to become vessels of truth.

I think everything which is not true, is of Satan. And in most cases the people spreading the lies, even think they tell truth.

Discerning between God and Satan is of crucial importance.

Love for God, love for truth, love for light, is what angers Satan.

Modern society is a perfect example how those who wish to find and speak truth are mowed down by those who hate the truth. Those that say: I love relativism (there is no objective truth, there is just opinions), life is an ever lasting search for meaning (no it's right in front of you, serve the lord), I want to find out what I really want (How about asking what God wants of you?), I'm so proud of my achievements (Who gave you the skills?), I want to come to myself (Aha where is that?), I need to stop thinking (Ofcourse, wouldn't the devil love that? Non thinking people)

As in Matthew 7

True and False Prophets​

15 “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves. 16 By their fruit you will recognize them. Do people pick grapes from thornbushes, or figs from thistles? 17 Likewise, every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18 A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 19 Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20 Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.

Many are deceived by the snakes that rule us. TV is a device to honour and sanctify snakes. I was yesterday going through a list of computer games and it seems the majority are set in a dystopian future or in hell or you are playing the superhero (you are God). Literally, take a look in the Gamepass list.

But but.

Look outside and when you see the sun shine and the waves move. And see the love of a mother and her child. See young kids running. God is everywhere.

This box though where I am now typing on is a box of pandora. Where the devil has unrestricted free play.
 
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Twenty-eight girls rushed to hospital after playing with Ouija board at school​

A GROUP of girls were rushed to hospital after playing with a Ouija board at school.

The 28 youngsters passed out while using the seance set at Galeras Educational Institution in Colombia.

They were hospitalised with signs of fainting, anxiety and other symptoms.

The school’s directors and concerned teachers accompanied the students to hospital.

Hugo Torres, head of the Galeras Educational Institution in Galeras, Sucre Department, said: “There were 28 possible cases of anxiety in school students.

“Given the reported cases, a series of comments were unleashed on the community that, rather than helping to resolve the situation, led to confusion and an adverse environment for our work.

"The students were referred to the local municipal hospital according to protocols in place.

“Directors and teachers accompanied the students during the evaluation process.

“The respective parents and/or guardians were informed of the situation at the time.”

The school is waiting for the medical reports before providing an update on the incident.

Torres also pointed out that the first two hospitalised students have underlying medical conditions.

He clarified: “The school is waiting for the medical diagnoses to provide further reliable information.

“The educational institute also respectfully asks citizens to refrain from making early judgements and diagnoses of their own.”

Many parents believe the children have been using Ouija boards in class.

One mother complained: “I work here in a hospital kiosk and every day I see three or four children arrive after fainting.

“Parents, you have to move, investigate what’s happening at school, because our children cannot continue in this situation.

“Our children always have a good breakfast and it cannot be said that what’s happening is due to lack of food.”

It is unclear when the school plans to give an update on the students’ medical diagnoses.

Local authorities have yet to confirm whether a police investigation is underway.
 
I didn’t think much about that but right after I was baptized I had a dream about a demon probably the one that always bothered me with particular thoughts it must have made it upset. Then I went to confession about it and try not to dwell on it too much but that is what made the devil feel real to me. I’ve also seen the work of my children’s guardian angels like my daughter had a full length mirror fall on her (she pulled it down) and it shattered to pieces and she didn’t have a single scratch. We also know the angels and demons from the thoughts (good or bad) they put in our heads. Not every thought or image is your own
 
I think my own brother might be evil. I avoid him. He's older than me and much smaller but has so much rage and hatred in him he's dangerous and not worth dealing with. The only time I communicate with him is to placate my mother who thinks we should all just get along. Maybe it's her Catholic values but she doesn't believe in giving up on anyone and she worries about him - which is annoying since she is elderly and I don't want anything affecting her health.

He doesn't believe in anything but money and his morals are absent which makes him disgusting. He hates his family and has a bizarre level of affection for his "buddies" he's had since childhood and he's almost 48.

He thinks if you're not making at least $400k a year you are just a worthless loser. My other brother thinks he has a personality disorder (borderline) and I agree completely. I just think if you held that disorder in abeyance the man is at heart a selfish and malevolent person. He must be a sociopath or psychopath. He can detect that I see through him and I have called him a "nutbar" to his face and to others about him. That he knows I see through him seems to cause him to hate me and treat me like filth.

He's never had trouble finding women his whole life but ALL have left him and even 2 have charged him with assault for appearing on their property and raising hell. He simply cannot be broken up with and years later gets in touch with these women, even the one who tried to get him fired and send him to jail!

He's an awful bully and is truly a bad seed with no redeeming qualities. Those of you with reprobate bullies for siblings will understand.
 
I think my own brother might be evil. I avoid him. He's older than me and much smaller but has so much rage and hatred in him he's dangerous and not worth dealing with. The only time I communicate with him is to placate my mother who thinks we should all just get along. Maybe it's her Catholic values but she doesn't believe in giving up on anyone and she worries about him - which is annoying since she is elderly and I don't want anything affecting her health.

He doesn't believe in anything but money and his morals are absent which makes him disgusting. He hates his family and has a bizarre level of affection for his "buddies" he's had since childhood and he's almost 48.

He thinks if you're not making at least $400k a year you are just a worthless loser. My other brother thinks he has a personality disorder (borderline) and I agree completely. I just think if you held that disorder in abeyance the man is at heart a selfish and malevolent person. He must be a sociopath or psychopath. He can detect that I see through him and I have called him a "nutbar" to his face and to others about him. That he knows I see through him seems to cause him to hate me and treat me like filth.

He's never had trouble finding women his whole life but ALL have left him and even 2 have charged him with assault for appearing on their property and raising hell. He simply cannot be broken up with and years later gets in touch with these women, even the one who tried to get him fired and send him to jail!

He's an awful bully and is truly a bad seed with no redeeming qualities. Those of you with reprobate bullies for siblings will understand.

I know it's hard, but you should pray for him.
If you're finding it difficult, ask for the ability to pray for others without thinking 'I don't like them...'

The idea of 'generational spirits' was something that showed me just how real demons are. Flaws and bad habits don't simply 'run in the family' or are due to 'bad genetics': a malevolent spirit entered your family line and is concerned with all of you.
If it can't make you the worst among brothers, it'll try the next one down. If that stops, it'll come again later. It's got nothing but time.

Everyone must make their own choice to turn away from sin, true. But you can try to be a positive influence spiritually. That's when your brother is and isn't in front of you.
 
The idea of 'generational spirits' was something that showed me just how real demons are. Flaws and bad habits don't simply 'run in the family' or are due to 'bad genetics': a malevolent spirit entered your family line and is concerned with all of you.

I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me (Deuteronomy 5:9).

Generational spirits are a real thing, I asked the exorcist from my parish and he confirmed it to me, sometimes he does the ritual with a son or a daughter and suddently one of their parents that are standing by there watching are showing strong manifestations, and sometimes weird coincidences are happening in the lives of the family since a long time. It's said that the consequences of sins are passing over generations and God let that happen to see how in the generational line they solve the problem their ancestors couldn't, and finally to let the descendants glorify Him by doing that
 
Readers of this thread may be interested in a clinician who came to faith working with patients who heard voices in their head continuously.

He came to believe these torments were external, and only temporarily relieved by anti-psychotic medications. Countering them with prayers worked, and the pressure he came under forced an early retirement.

Jerry Marzinsky - has some long interviews on YT, and a self-published book on Amazon.

note:
I respect this is an Orthodox forum, and am not recommending any particular prayer protocol.
 
Readers of this thread may be interested in a clinician who came to faith working with patients who heard voices in their head continuously.

He came to believe these torments were external, and only temporarily relieved by anti-psychotic medications. Countering them with prayers worked, and the pressure he came under forced an early retirement.

Jerry Marzinsky - has some long interviews on YT, and a self-published book on Amazon.

note:
I respect this is an Orthodox forum, and am not recommending any particular prayer protocol.
I've read some of his stuff, yeah.

Found out about generational spirits and unseen warfare from this very forum as well.

Just trying to keep the word going. All that stuff changed my life for the better.
 
If Satan is the father of lies, and everything around us is a lie, can that mean anythin' else than Satan being real? If not there's a lie here and there, a truth distorted for some reason here and there, but if EVERYTHING is a lie, there's no other way around it than to rationally make that logical conclusion.
 
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