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<blockquote data-quote="debeguiled" data-source="post: 1090134" data-attributes="member: 7867">I have a lot of odd, interesting, borderline anarchic thoughts running through my head all day long.Because I am naturally agreeable and was raised to be polite, I have self censored to the point that I almost don't hear my own thoughts.When I just say what I am thinking, my life gets about ten times brighter, and I find myself bantering with counter girls where the other customers are all just watching, or starting loud and entertaining fake arguments with passersby.As long as I keep my comments positive or neutral in tone of voice, not negative, I can say the most outrageous things to girls who work in Pharmacies, supermarkets, wherever, and they play along to the point of surreality.The problem is that my inner censor is always saying, you can't say that, or that is too weird, or it is so in control that I don't even think of saying what I think.Obviously, there are some things you can't say, and you have to be calibrated, but for me, when I can let myself be free to express what I am thinking in the moment, I am as interesting as can be.</blockquote>

[QUOTE="debeguiled, post: 1090134, member: 7867"] I have a lot of odd, interesting, borderline anarchic thoughts running through my head all day long. Because I am naturally agreeable and was raised to be polite, I have self censored to the point that I almost don't hear my own thoughts. When I just say what I am thinking, my life gets about ten times brighter, and I find myself bantering with counter girls where the other customers are all just watching, or starting loud and entertaining fake arguments with passersby. As long as I keep my comments positive or neutral in tone of voice, not negative, I can say the most outrageous things to girls who work in Pharmacies, supermarkets, wherever, and they play along to the point of surreality. The problem is that my inner censor is always saying, you can't say that, or that is too weird, or it is so in control that I don't even think of saying what I think. Obviously, there are some things you can't say, and you have to be calibrated, but for me, when I can let myself be free to express what I am thinking in the moment, I am as interesting as can be. [/QUOTE]

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